i'm barely getting through tomorrow, but still i won't let sorrow bring me way down

"I'm living under water. Everything seems slow and far away. I know there's a world up there, a sunlit quick world where time runs like dry sand through an hourglass, but down here, where I am, air and sound and time and feeling are thick and dense."
-Audrey Niffenegger, THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE

and of course the inevitable quizlet:
[ ] I'm afraid of silence.

[X] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.

[X ] I am homosexual.

[ ] I believe in true love.

[ ] I've run away from home.

[X] I listen to political music.

[X] I collect comic books.

[X] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[ ] I involve others when I'm sad.

[X] I've stayed out all night.

[X] I open up to others easily.

[ ] I watch the news.

[X] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[X-well, some of them...] I love Disney movies.

[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.

[X ] I don't kill bugs.

[X-well, once every minute] I curse once in a awhile.

[ ] I have an x in my screen name.

[ ] I've slipped and fell in public.

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam...

[ ] I bake well.

[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.

[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.

[X] I have a job.

[ ] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours.

[ ] I love Dr. Phil

[ ] I like someone.

[x unfuckingfortunately] I Love someone

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[X] I am self-conscious.

[X] I love to laugh.

[X] I have tried alcohol.

[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.

[ ] I have tried a cigarette.

[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[ ] I've been out of this country.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[X] I love chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.

[X] I am not comfortable with being me.

[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[X] Gotten lost in the city.

[X] Thought of suicide before.

[ ] Seen a shooting star

[ ] Had a serious surgery.

[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.

[X] Have kissed a stranger.

[X] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.

[ ] Been in a fist fight.

[ ] Been arrested.

[X]Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.

[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] Made out in an elevator.

[ ] Made out in a park.

[X] Swore at your parents.

[X ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ]Been bungee jumping.

[X] Gotten stiches.

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[ ] Bitten someone.

[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.

[X] Gotten the chicken pox.

[ ] Crashed into a car

[ ] been to Japan.

[X] Ridden in a taxi.

[ ] Shoplifted.

[ ] Been fired.

[XXXX] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[ ] Stole something from your job.

[ ] Gone on a blind date.

[X] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker.

[ ] Been married.

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[ ] Saw someone/something dying.

[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[ ] Been to Canada.

[X] been on a plane.

[X] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[ ] Eaten sushi.

[ ] Been snowboarding.

[X-water skiing] Been skiing.

[ ] Been ice skating

[X]Cried in public

[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.

[X] liked someone even though you knew you shouldnt have.

[X] Thought of someone almost 24/7

[X] loved some one and hated them at the same time.

[X] Hated the world.



listening to: Dolly Parton, "Hard Candy Christmas"
watching: Wonder Showzen!!