another bullshit day in suck city.

*She was not often invited to join in the conversation of the others, nor did she desire it. Her own thoughts & reflections were habitually her best companions* -Jane Austen, Mansfield Park

Sunday, November 27, 2005

just be alone

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to quote Lock, Stock & Two Smoking Barrels: "It's been emotional." to clarify the quote i put up the other day (which was ...
Friday, November 25, 2005

so i'll try to hold on/while you try to let go/you won't tell me it's done/but baby i'll know/baby i'll know...

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"Given her obsession with the human psyche's remarkable complexity, the conclusion Mann reaches time and again is morose and simpli...
Wednesday, November 23, 2005

here comes a better version of me.

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I spent the day doing many things. Grocery store (i bought cilantro!!). Laundry. Pharmacy (Hershey's Bar being the obvious highlight). F...

i know it's late and i know i ought to go/ride in your car now, but please don't drop me home...

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oh. hell. YEAH!!

sam, sam/you know where i am/come around/and talk awhile/i need your smile/you need a shoulder/oh, sam...

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Sad news today, kids. Sam, the World's Ugliest Dog passed away last Friday. Here's a link to the Washington Post article about his p...

what you know/you don't want to know/you're with stupid now/so on with the show

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1.What did you do last night? work. then home to retarded e-mail drama bait, followed by Gilmore Girls. 2. Who was the last person you calle...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005

i've been looking round the pantry for a box of sorries/i'm all run out, yeah i'm all run out

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Recent posts have created concern for my well-being, so I will blog what I have told a well-wisher: yeah. i'm actually feeling much bett...

so i had to break the window/it just had to be/better that i break the window/than him, or her or me

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So the reviews are in: "This letter is for my own piece of mind." so hard not to begin a reply with "I'm sure that you ...
Sunday, November 20, 2005

you don't wanna hurt me/but see how deep the bullet lies/...oh tell me we both matter, don't we?

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and if i only could i'd make a deal with God and i'd get him to swap our places i'd be running up that road be running up that h...
Saturday, November 19, 2005

nobody wants to be happier more than me/nobody wants to be happier more than i do/but happiness/i must confess/i don't have

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i keep making it worse. i didn't know i could fuck things up more after telling him that we should end the friendship but i apparently a...
Wednesday, November 16, 2005

oh what a feeling/when you're dancing on the ceiling

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so continuing the strange new trend of dreams about book events- I dreamt last night that Dave and I went to a Nicole Richie book signing. A...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005

i'm barely getting through tomorrow, but still i won't let sorrow bring me way down

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"I'm living under water. Everything seems slow and far away. I know there's a world up there, a sunlit quick world where time r...

last night i had the strangest dream/i sailed away to china/in a little rowboat to find ya/you said you had to get your laundry clean

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Weird dream last night. There was a big book event- at my house. AND it was on the same day that we were supposed to be having a birthday pa...
Sunday, November 13, 2005

well i guess it takes a while for someone to really disappear

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today my heart is big and sore it's trying to push right through my skin i won't see you anymore i guess that's finally sinking ...
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You know the way people look at you as if it's the last time? I've started collecting these looks.

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"Some people, me included, believe that punk is just the most recent manifestation of this, this spirit, this feeling, you know, that t...
Thursday, November 10, 2005

what it comes down to/honey, what could take your place?/not a song/not a thousand strong

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So I was going to reply to Matt's comment with a comment, but it seems like a good way to end this particular blog thread. maybe blogs s...
Wednesday, November 09, 2005

i wanna fall into you/and i wanna be everything you want me to/but i'm not sure i know how/i lose faith & i lose ground

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So, walking down the street in Chelsea today, wearing my new Rufus mug shot tee and holding the new Cyndi Lauper cd in my hand, I just thoug...
Tuesday, November 08, 2005

she says 'everywhere i go/damn there i am'/and i just wanna walk away

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in a city of endless possibilities, why does my heart seem to be irreversibly set on one giant impossibility?

crumb by crumb in this big black forest

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So perception is a funny thing. Apparently this is a lesson for me to learn. After posting about the Rufus weekend, one of my friends told m...
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