you don't wanna hurt me/but see how deep the bullet lies/...oh tell me we both matter, don't we?

and if i only could
i'd make a deal with God
and i'd get him to swap our places
i'd be running up that road
be running up that hill
with no problems
-Kate Bush, "Running up that hill"

(listening to: LEFT OF THE DIAL: DISPATCHES FROM THE 80s UNDERGROUND)
(reading: Ursula, Under... having just finished re-reading the So God Damn Beautiful Audrey Niffenegger novel THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE)
(watching: the wheels go round and round... with me under them.)